Tuesday, November 20, 2012

Not Today


When I got to the gym I realized I’d left my headphones at home. I was disappointed, but not enough to turn around and ride the train for 15 minutes.
Moments into my workout I was miserable. Music was the only thing that got me through the repetitive act of picking up metal and putting it down, and picking it up and putting it down.
I hated it. Gym music usually sounded like it had been picked out by an emotionally unstable thirteen-year-old girl, or a strong gay man who’d taken too much ecstasy.
I was waiting for a treadmill to open when I felt a tap on my shoulder. One look at the lady standing behind me was all it took for me to realize that I was entering into a conversation that I wanted no part of. Her hair was short, and only grew in patches on her scalp, and her clothes would have been refused if donated to a thrift store.
“My husband won’t get a vasectomy.”
She looked at me, awaiting a response.
“He doesn’t want one, but I think he should get one.”
She once again awaited a response, looking at me like I’d just heard the most exciting news of the year.
By this time I’d had it. Without saying a word to her I walked out. I couldn’t handle it. Not today. 

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